i snatched her boyfriend?

28-Nov-06 15:42

From: JT

"Hey i need to talk to u.Have a few questions for u.U dont have to answer,but i need to ask.Y are u seeing **(the bf)?Do u know that it will hurt me?Do u know that u are so irritating to me the moment i see ur pictures on his phone i broke up wif him?U mayb happy n laughing now i dont really care.I just wanna know y u doin this to me?Do i owe u somethgi snatch ur gf or somethg?"

I replied, "Im seeing him, not dating him. N i never want both of u to break up."

28-Now-06 16:23

From: JT

"If u say it thn u r contradictin by seeing him.i dont see any reason y u shld see him.Unless u enjoy him spendin n fetchin u like u cant earn ur own $ i thnk u are like a whore who need guys 2spend money on u.Anyway to make u happier we really brokeup.Because i dont see the reason y he is still seeing u whn of the 4 years plus we r 2gether u are the only main reason y we ever quarrel seriously.he dint say no whn i said i wanna break up mayb u can go ask him if its bcos he love u thn u all can start dating each other.Please fuck out off my life i'm makin my part my moving away from him,bcos i wan YOU out of my life.Pls stay out. Thanks"

I replied, "Was i ever 'in' ur life? N so sorry to tell that he's dying to spend on me, but i never wanted anything from him!"

28-Now-06 16:43

From: JT

"Ya n u r dying to whore urself haha"

And I wanted to reply, but I didn't... "Why can't u accept the fact that he didn't love you long time ago? And please do not blame me when he has the intention to cheat on you. If not me, there's always someone else." I guess it'll hurt more if I replied so...

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so, the moral of the story is:

1) Accept the fact when your partner doesn't love you anymore and stop blaming the one he wanted to tackle.

2) Understand the situation before putting blame on others because when you don't see the point for your boyfriend meeting up another girlfriend of yours, you should've asked. And for the scenario above, the reasons were: a) the bf takes the girl as a close friend where he shared his work and life trouble/opinion/good news with , and b) the bf can't stand the gf but he thinks he has to be responsible to a girl who has been with him for years, so he can't make up his mind to break up, instead waiting for the gf to say so, but would like to talk to someone at the meantime.

3) All the bf out there should not leave your current gf if she's willing to MARRY you, GIVE BIRTH to your kids and DON'T MIND IF U HAVE A MISTRESS OUT THERE AFTER SHE HAS THE KIDS.

4) Girls, never let a boy-friend pays the bills even he earns like 5 figure a month and you only see him like once or twice a month or u'll be refer as a whore by his gf. Bear in mind that he might be courting you if he pays for that. Or might as well stop seeing him and tell him that the reason is because he earns a lil' more bling bling and he is attached, to avoid scenario as above.

5) Sometimes, boyfriends lie...

6) When you don't know what the other party knows, keep your mouth shut. As for the scenario above, Don't tell me both of you only argue over ME because I almost get to know the reasons everytime you people fought, even that time when both of you were at Australia. Not that I wanted to know so much, too bad your bf wants to share them with me. I can't keep hanging up, can I?

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I know all my friends will say that its not JT's fault for being angry at me because I was the one who didn't tell her when I first knew that there was something fishy going on. What I did was rejecting him and gave him ideas to maintain his relationship with her.
I was so silly to categorized that man in my Friends' list. I was such a fool and it is definitely a punishment for me to end up like this. Loosing and hurting a friend...


I'm really childish for blogging this right? But I just can't help... *shrug*

我就是这么样的另一半

我要求对方给我私人空间；
我希望对方能够在我需要他的时候出现；
我不要在累的时候想该怎么说好听的话；
我喜欢心照不宣的感觉；
我没有检讨自己的能力；
我不会承诺未来；
我要我的方式；
我只要做主；
我期待惊喜；
我只是在想对方应该怎么体谅我；
我不曾主动了解对方的感受；
我只懂得我。。。

也许我在短期内都没办法纠正我的观念，继续得过且过。。。我也许并没有爱过任何人，只是一厢情愿地以为自己有为爱付出，希望加入轰轰烈烈的行列。。。

很多时候，就是这么奇怪，明明知道，却没有行动。。。

讲出自己想要的，总是自私；
委曲求全，却又总是虚伪。
两全其美？

你说，如果原地踏步，就会退步。。。但是，我连自己的步伐也看不见。。。连自己的声音也听不见。。。

缠身

昨晚看了首映，只能觉得失-望。

为什么恐怖片可以令全场观众哄堂大笑？为什么恐怖片可以不让人感觉惊悚，反而莞尔？是导演的问题？还是大马影坛不成气候的问题？

演员演技差就不在话下；剪接功夫不到家，下刀的地方不利落，常常wrong timing，没办法营造恐怖的气氛。电影在最后的部分以为能够给观众意外惊喜，却忘了冰雪聪明的观众早已在开头料到如此的结局。电影制作费不高，却也不懂花了多少在河利秀身上。整套戏，有演技的只有那个菲律宾演员（演变态的那个）和Sharifah Amani。

音效出奇地差。完全没有达到效果。。。恐怖片的要素吧。。。=.=
配音的方式令大家以为在看80年代的港片。。。
剧情更是。。。不愿置评。。。

有时候，真的不是不要支持本地制作。。。

TODAY!!!

@ KLPAC (Indie Cinema)

free entrance

Women's Rights themed movies! from 2p.m onwards... MAKE A MOVE!!!

missing in action

i've been missing in action for quite some time... u guys missing me much yet? hehehe...

no, i'm not back yet, but stealing some time to update my blog... i miss blogging!

i'm now doing 3 programmes in a roll, trying to achieve my best performance! *keeping my fingers cross*

anyway, here's some update in summary:

1) met up with a primary school mate last nite for dinner, he just came back from New Zealand, missed him alot, and we talked so much like we haven't talk for ages... which is true... how nice if i can go travel like him!

2) i was cursed for the past few days, i think... all i thought was letting go of things that mean nothing in my life, but be sincere... however, things ended up badly. they broke up again, because of me... or because of me? God knows... if we're not meant to be friends, then its okay... i'm willing to let go the friendship... no more misunderstanding, please... 2 of them were my friends, now one gone, the remaining one... i'm not sure if a normal meet up will stir another echo... so... better not...

3) busy with work... BUSY BUSY BUSY... enjoying every bit of it...

... and rewarding myself with some Patchi made my day! or sneak to cinema for a movie will be a nice choice!

我梦见

一个人在室内游乐场里，没有人，地方很安静，很干净、整齐。。。光线很足够，一台台的游戏机。。。 甚至有大头贴。。。

走着走着，电话响了。。。

sky bar

yes, it's the Sky Bar in Traders Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. it is very much like Luna Bar, but with a better KL night view.

当我看见那个泳池，我真的觉得自己好像是活在城市里的一条鱼。虽然我不会游泳（不要笑），但是我常常有畅泳的冲动。那种自由自在，真的是非笔墨可形容。尤其是〈Happy Feet〉里看到的，更让我觉得震撼。我没有办法想象那种在如此浩瀚的海洋中，一浪接一浪，完全没有后顾之忧，痛快地游泳的感觉。
但是Sky Bar里的泳池让我觉得很束缚。它的确很美，却是一种笼中鸟的美。。。唯一让我感觉兴奋的是，能够贴近一座令人屏息的宏伟建筑物。

不过，除此之外，是个‘摸酒杯底’的好地方！

最近都是雨天

雨天。孙燕姿

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞
我再也没有别的借口
去拥有你的什么

你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现

谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

牵手和分手来自同一双手
做回朋友我却为何不懂挽留

你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现

谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

*我想，每个人都有自己的雨天。。。

sweet sweet love~~~

gosh, when QZ called me last night, i could feel that he is melting!!! so sweetly in love, i must say! can't wait to hear from Jean, and QZ, i am expecting your call. to my friends in KL, u guys know how busy i am lately, but i am still spending a lil' time here to write about this!!! gosh!!!

i think 'congratulations' is abit weird... sounds like getting married... i know QZ is planning but, i am not going to say it now... so, what's the right word, pals? let me think...

what i've watched recently...

:: THE DEPARTED ::

西人版的《无间道》对华人市场来说，是一个卖点；多少人因为它而对港片重拾信心。可惜，除了Matt Damon 和 Leonardo Dicaprio 的演技值得欣赏之外，我想，真的没有吸引我的地方了。

故事呈现的桥断有点不够精明，达不到引人入胜的效果。另外拍摄手法也没什么特别，颜色还是港版的占优。结局更是令人（我）捧腹大笑。。。

:: FLUSHED AWAY ::

一部讲述当宠物的老鼠意外到达一个老鼠城市的故事，非常人性化、写实。
也许这些逃不过带点教育性的卡通片，来来去去不缺教导孩子向好的情节；但是，搞笑程度还是没有被忽略。而且，主题更是点中人类‘死穴’的不-甘-寂-寞。人类和老鼠一样，都是群居动物。

其中我最爱的角色并不是主角，因为不是很好看。。。嘻嘻。。。而是性格非常鲜明的青蛙们！尤其是那只La-Frog！它虽然在后半段才出现，却为电影增添很多喜剧效果！

:: HAPPY FEET ::

唱家班的企鹅们没办法接受异于自己的小企鹅。不过，小小企鹅非常自信，相信自己就算不和同类有一样的本领，也能闯出一片春天。故事是老掉牙了。而且，穿插的人类阴谋-破坏大自然，明显地是让大家提高环保意识，保护地球。

精彩之处就是它的三维技术。电影里的海豹（我想是吧。。。）栩栩如生，企鹅的动作也十分讲究，真的是考功夫！

小记：接下来，期待的是〈墨攻〉、〈The RED Kebaya〉和〈满城穿带黄金甲〉。

OMG!!!

yes, out of all i wanted to write, this come up so fast that i just can't delay!

two close friends of mine 'got together'!!! its like, i mean, if u don't know them, u won't feel a thing, but if u do, u will think that it is UNBELIEVABLE! its something u expect not even in the last of your list!

i'm running out of words to describe how i feel cause i just think that it's so shocking, surprising yet... happy... tell me the right vocabulary!!! gosh!!!

they once said they will marry each other if they are alone till the age of 40, but now, at the age of 22! hahaha... too early for an engagement, pals!
the guy called me and tried to tell me but took a step back when i teased him about going for a vacation with the girl to Sweden... and the girl dare not to call me at all coz she's not prepared for the teasing and questions, she claimed...

i don't know if they should remain anonymous, but let's not play mysterious! TA-DANG!

VAN JEAN & QI ZHEN

if i'd rank my "shocking-ness" from 1-100, then mine would me 200!!!
but then, i think again. its not SEE NIT & QI ZHEN, that would get me to 300!!! or its not VIVIAN & QI ZHEN, that would get me to 1000!!! so, i think, its okay... hehehehe...

anyway, still want to wish them... what to wish? *scratch head* don't know??? but as long as they are happy, i wish them the best!

shall i say, "Congratulations!" ? *hmmm* hohohoho...

Be GENEROUS!

A Blood Donation and an Organ Donation Campaign will be part of this year's Christmas Celebration of Love Carnival at CMC Centre (Giant Hypermarket Taman Connaught) in Cheras on Sunday Dec 3 from 3pm – 7pm .
The month-long event to celebrate Christmas for Cheras churches is jointly-organized by CMC, Jubilee Initiative Malaysia Berhad and University College Sedaya International (UCSI).

More information about the event may be obtained from www.lovecheras.com , or contact Vivien Chong (tel: 03-91309567).

随时候命

谁可以做到随时候命？就连自己对自己，也未必做到。可不是吗？你有多少次肚子饿，却因为工作而把落在一旁的经验？

这是我刚刚看完的港剧的剧名；故事是关于一班在香港政府飞行服务队工作的人。他们当中有的是飞机师，有的是执勤人员，有的驻办公室情报站。。。反正统统都跟这个机构扯上关系。而他们，都是随时候命的一群。

不晓得是因为最近属多事之秋，还是正如朋友所说的，我太空闲了，所以，看这部剧时，感触特别多。
工作了大概3年，现在看着剧里那些新鲜人对于上司的不满，好像是看到了当年初出茅庐的自己。同样的话，我也许讲过；那个时候，总是不懂得让时间陪伴自己学习。总觉得自己就算不是太厉害，但也谦虚在学习；不明白前辈或上司何苦刁难。
飞行服务队不是什么闲差，每次出动都得冒着生命危险，所以，留在那里的人，除了是为了高收入，还有的，就是心里那股热忱。这又好像在说我这一行。我不奢望哪天会‘发达’，也觉得能够在自己喜欢的行业里生存是一件幸福的事。只是，这一份坚持的能耐什么时候会消失，我真的不敢想像。当每个人都把这一切当成是交易或生意的时候，真的又能空凭理想去闯吗？当然不能。所以，凡事都得找个平衡点。
爱上一个人不容易，被你爱上的人爱才更难。是的，老话一句，却什么时候都有人认同。到底什么境界才能这么潇洒，不去计较，不去理会；不可能。所以，人还是自私的，大家只爱自己，只顾自己的感受。

待续。。。

what i watched recently

:: HEART ::

It is actually not meeting my expectation, or maybe i expected too much from it. The story is about 2 childhood friends, a boy and a girl; the girl fell for the boy when they grew up. However, the boy falls in love with a comic artist.

The story is lame and the movie features only 3 of them. So, I find it quite boring. I feel like finishing up the story in 1 hour or less. But I love the colour of it. Beautiful.

And one thing that my sister and I find funny is: the name 'Rachel' is pronounced as 'Rek-Hel'. No offense, but just not so nice to be a girl's name...

:: MISTRESS OF THE SPICES ::

A very good looking leading actress starring in a myth.

The story is about a lady who is destined to spend her life with the spices so that she can help people around her using the right spices. But, like the fairy tales, there are always rules cannot be broken, eventually broken. Yes, love story.

Nice colours also. But not a significant piece that you must not missed.

:: THE PRODUCERS ::

I used to think that not watching it in the cinema is a lost. But not after I watched it at home.

The broadway music is nice, but it is not like Moulin Rouge where it links from the start to the end. The story is real, I supposed; not as interesting as Chicago. Is it a tribute to a master?

Anyway, I just think that I don't understand the American jokes they showed and I think the whole show is very lengthy. And the after taste is strong, my mind keeps on running some German-English slang kind of words after watching it...

:: LADY IN THE WATER ::

I think the story itself is special. But I don't feel anything after watching it. I... maybe I think within the box?

:: RAIN DOGS ::

A friend asked me what do I think about this winning piece of Yu-Hang. I said, er... I think it is just a chronicles of a young man. And, I don't know what's the message he is trying to deliver... Then he snapped, You don't understand is it?

Well, I think every movie made by anyone is free to be perceived by the audience, isn't? If that's how I feel after watching it, then that's it. My friends and I happened to feel the same way though...

I do think that it is a very local movie because I can smell Malaysia in it, and I can almost taste it. The struggle of the young man over fixing his brother and mother's relationship, not understanding her mother's feeling as a widow, and his feeling towards the sisters are well-described.

By chance, I'd like to know, why is it called Rain Dogs? In Mandarin, it is called 'Sun Rain' (direct translation) meaning raining in a sunny day. Yes, I'm lazy enough to browse the web...

自私

我们总是这么难忘别人的过错，却又那么轻易地原谅自己的过错。不是矛盾，是自私。

如果面对一个对不起你的人，你总是在用尽办法后，也没办法跟对方坦然相处；反之，如果是面对一个你对不起的人，你总是在充满歉意的心态下，仍然抱怨对方一如往常的那一天怎么来得那么迟。

倘若每个人都能够将心比心，那该多好。

Chinese Film Festival 2007

it started 30th Oct, but its not too late! please make yourself available. i checked their schedule already, quite a number of nice movies screening.

as a summary, from 30th Oct to 8th Nov 2006, there'll be a screening every night, 7p.m (Sat 3p.m & 7p.m / Sun 10a.m & 3p.m) at various locations in Malaysia, including Help Institute, Wisma MCA, KTAR, UTAR, MMU, The One Academy, Alif College... just check on their website...

i'm trying my very best to appear and watch some nice movie!

by the way, there is a screening of 8 movies at Ole Cafe tomorrow (4th Nov) from 8p.m onwards too...