Saturday, April 28, 2007

birthday present

finally a good news for me, as well as a birthday present.

training will be starting early May, 2 months. after that, its either a one year conditional contract or nothing.

for those who have being supportive, hopefully you are happy with the result so far.

let's see what will happen after these 2 months...


Monday, April 23, 2007

when things started to fuck up

you just can't keep them back to the right track, isn't?

don't worry, i'm ok, just getting myself imprisoned...for the guilt i committed...

by the way, the call that i've been expecting finally reached me. but weird, i'm not happy, instead i burst into tears, driving with tears blurring my sights... funny eh? i think i need time to find myself... back...
again, don't worry, disguising myself has been a real talent in me after i started to work in the industry, so i'll be good. i'll be fine. at least, i'll look like one.

how i wish,

last night was just a night mare...

Friday, April 20, 2007

how Malaysian are you?

please sepnd some time to answer this... answers will be revealed...

1. How much is satu kupang?

2. Where's the favourite spot to take wedding pictures in Taiping?

3. In what dialect is Apo Nak Di Kato?

4. Name at least five variations of roti canai.

5. What is the staple food of native Sarawakians.

6. Name a popular Malay ointment made from "sea-cucumber"

7. Name the sauce made from fish or shrimp that the Kelantanese love.

8. What does pi mai pi mai tang tu mean?

9. Which fruit is Ipoh famous for?

10. What is the English name for putu mayam?

11. "Lah" is to Peninsular Malaysians as"..." is to Sabahans.

12. What does ABC stand for?

13. How long is a sari?

14. What does the Cantonese phrase" ngam ngam " means ?

15. Name Penang 's famous beach.

16. How do you order coffee mixed with tea at a kopi-tiam?

17. What's on Malaysian TV at 8pm?

18. On one side of our RM1 coin is the bunga raya, what's on the other?

19. Now what's on our 10 sen coin?

20. What was the name of the KL Commonwealth Games 1998 mascot?

21. When you fill in a form, if you're not Malay, Chinese or Indian,you are...?

22. Who is Malaysia 's favourite Kampung Boy?

23. How did the word "gostan" come about?

24. Lobo's Whispers in the Wind is the English version of which famous Malay song?

25. When did Malaysia last win the Thomas Cup?

26. What is the name of our national flag?

27. If you want 4D numbers, who do you consult?

28. What's the name of the Malaysian-made 175cc motorbike?

29. Name our national bird.

30. If the father is a baba, and the mother is a nyonya, then what is the son?


Wednesday, April 18, 2007


it was an hour ago when i tried my luck.

i almost got it... then i waited... i got it!
then ERROR! ;(

i tried again... one last chance i thought... then I GOT IT!

but i changed my mind.

i thought i want to travel alone, but i called See Nit. Vivian, please don't ask why not you because i'm here answering: because coincidentally, her birthday is within the date range. U might now ask, why not 3 person? Because i'm KIASU (influenced by Qi Zhen), fear of it might not have the same offer the next time i click in. after all, my initial idea was to travel alone (but chicken...sigh...).

but, she didn't pick up my call. Maybe performing, maybe sleeping... so, i called Ban Liong who told me she can't find a travel companion yesterday when we were having dinner.

so, its confirmed that we are traveling to Macau next year. Yes, next year. For the first time i'm planning something SOOOO ahead.

both of us are very excited about the free air tickets!
so, what are you waiting for? try your luck and grab yours!


u asked, i heard it, why not you.
you might not believe that you are the first person that came across my mind. but then i hesitate. i know you don't have the answer if you'll be around yet. so, i just skipped the asking part.
and i thought, i'd like us to visit Bali.


Tuesday, April 17, 2007









Monday, April 16, 2007





Saturday, April 14, 2007

dreamt of tsunami

i had a dream... few days ago. i wasn't sure about the detail, but i was in a glass house with the couple and some friends (i can't remember).

tsunami hit us, but no casualties among us.

the only part that i remember vividly is the waves hit the glass windows in front of me, and i had no fear over that. i wonder why. and it took me quite some time to know that it was actually a tsunami attack.

what does it tell?



i'm going to have fun with it this coming June! yeah! ;)



i've been expecting this phone call since last saturday... please... ring it!


Tuesday, April 10, 2007







Saturday, April 07, 2007

its going to be a brand new start

so the result was announced last night, on a Good Friday night.

i lose.

but, i'm ok. i think the winner is good. and, i'm ok with it as we'll be trained also... 90% confirmed... starting May 2007 onwards perhaps? keeping my fingers crossed... again...

actually everyone feel relief after the last on air day... the feeling you accomplished your task and tried your best is superb!

not to be fake, losing is ok to me, as long as i get a chance to proceed further, one step nearer to something i want to achieve.

so, hopefully i will get to send you all good news soon... especially to those who sent me numerous sms votes... i must pay back with good result rite? ;)

i must really thank you all who have been so supportive. thanks for loving me!


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

i started accidentally...

... and i hope it can end soon...