the greatest LOVE of all

love has always been the greatest thing... i always am grateful that i have the ability to love... or at least, love myself (yourself)...


perform by Whitney Houston

I believe the children are our are future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

Chorus:
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

(Chorus)

And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

movies i watched lately

:: THE PRESTIGE ::

一个关于魔术师的故事。
无敌是寂寞的；2位技术超群的魔术师，斗个你死我活，拼个焦头烂额，也要分出个胜负。
故事的阐述方式引人入胜；演员的演技也非常的棒。而剧情不时以回忆的情节带出，画面十分丰富。
魔术的最高境界，就像瑜伽、喜哈文化一样，修炼者必须把它融入生活才能真正领略它的真谛；这大概是故事要呈现的执著。
我挺喜欢的一部电影。

:: A SAD MOVIE ::

不就是一部赚人热泪的电影啰。。。
3个故事，讲的是母子情、爱在暧昧时和爱在口难开时。。。有的是非常感人的桥段和真实的情节。
也许，它不是一部韩国电影中，最优秀的作品；但是，它肯定是一部大家有共鸣的作品。
母爱的伟大，是何等的不容置疑，被发挥得淋漓尽致；因为某些缺陷或时机不好而不能有情人终成眷属，也是感情上常见的状况；情侣到了某个阶段，丧失了沟通的本能，就是更为熟悉的通病（而且，有些话，真的是不能拖，要讲就讲）。
除此之外，我和朋友都认为，这部电影的配乐真的是一流！

:: HANA & ALICE ::

这部电影不是近期的，大概是。。。2-3年前吧。因为是《情书》的导演，所以啊，说什么也要捧场！
《花与爱丽丝》描述2个女生的友情，从而带出一些青春的苦涩。面对家庭、友情、未来的青葱岁月总是有数之不尽的表达方式；导演则尝试把3者做一个连冠。
我觉得挺不错，只是有些部分过于拖拉，有点闷场。可能是要求非常生活化，还是怎样，但是，我个人不太欣赏这种手法。像是，里头有广末凉子演的一个小角色，我真的搞不懂为什么要特写这个无关重要的人那么多次，如果是因为她的知名度，那大可以找别人来演，反正角色不重要。还是有什么八卦内情？
无论如何，还是值得一看。

:: OPEN SEASON ::

我是动画的粉丝，相信朋友们都知道。那些趣怪的动物总是逗得我很开心；所以，我又怎能错过这部？
这部动画的故事比较老套、没新鲜感，而且剧情的发展是预料之中；只是，把动物人性化后，再融入与人类的战争，好像是有反思的作用。虽然没有花巧的情节，但是还是很搞笑，不缺娱乐性！
我不是很懂三维科技，但是，实在忍不住称赞他们把大熊的毛发弄得很美！

:: HEART ::

我想看很久了。。。但是因为没人陪，电影落映了。。。还好！我买了DVD！哈哈！看了再告诉你！

又见蓝天白云

真的是拨开云雾见清天！

久违了，秀色可餐的云朵们。。。

thanks

my previous entry was rather 'emo'... i'm sorry that i created a bad feeling to those who read. however, thanks to u people who really care about me and thanks for the phone calls (yes, not forgetting "QZ the rocker" who called from london, and promised he will call soon...), sms etc to cheer me up. thanks a lot...

but, i do get a better vision about: one really has to be independant in facing anything that comes along; no one can be helpful because, even if they are supportive, they won't wholly understand your situation and your feelings...

well, i'm growing up, so i hope i'm growing up as a whole, not only aging... or maybe i'm reaching the age where satisfaction comes from career... or, life that i'm looking forward...

my day is ended up badly

i thought i want to *&^%$#@!*&=% about this light green metalic wira WLC 7635 that SNATCHED my car park space at Mid Valley just now... but i think the email that i just read makes me feel to sick to write about that...

sometimes, things just happened without any warning signal... u don't have time to know why; u only have time to accept the fact... and make a decision... there are always decisions waiting for non-decisive person like me to make...

and by the way, are u afraid to lose? how bad is losing? or if u haven't even own? maybe from now on, i'm more afraid of receiving than losing... because that's the starting point of losing... won't u just avoid from the beginning? and true, even if u give, and if nothing will come in return, don't be surprise... don't...

its biting... my heart is bitten... slowly bitten... please end it... now...

happy holiday!!!

Happy Deepavali & Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Drive safe people!

’听妈妈的话’是周董的新歌

“你不是我，又怎能了解我的荒谬？”是出自几米的笔下。

抓住的，忘记了

今天翻杂志时，看到香港作家陈慧的短篇，里面这一段，想跟大家分享：

“。。。她们都是那么容易沉迷，然后又匆匆地遗忘；她们都是琐碎的、繁复的、密集的、多变的、夹缠不清的，却又同时是空洞的。。。她们收集，却又一无所有。。。”

~ 陈慧。《入夜》

收拾

这几天一直都在忙着收拾。收拾自己的房间，收拾自己的东西。

收拾，就像是把回忆一次过拿来大扫除。所以，我根本没办法在一天内把小小的房间收拾好，而是分了大概3-4天的时间。每收拾一部分，就有好多功夫。除了把要的和不要的区分，还要把要的重新整顿，然后，看着这些原来属于自己的东西，自己却不太有印象，真的需要一些时间来沉淀。

不要的，我打算捐给哪些孤儿院，因为都是一些旧衣服，别人送的礼物；说实在，还不是垃圾，只是我不要的而已。
收拾完毕，很多东西不要了，所以腾空一些位子。灰尘被清理了，感觉舒服。只是，再过几个星期，想必又开始乱了吧。

收拾自己的东西之余，也顺便收拾一下自己的心情。到底现在是什么心态，对于人生还追求着一些什么。目前的我，虽然十分空闲，但是，有机会做自己在忙得不可开交时不能做的，的确也是一件值得开心的事。写稿、看电影、陪家人、陪朋友。。。甚至是想想自己的未来。。。都是一些闲人会做的事。

该扔的，都扔了；该留的，也安顿了。现在，是最考功夫的时候，就是尽量在短期内保持原状！而我自己，也必须在短期内看清自己的方向；我啊，真的是过了那个可以任性的年纪了。最近也逼着了解到，很多事情，是必须自己面对的，别人顶多只能把问题关键揪出来，自己还是得善后的。不是说‘无所谓’就能把事情解决，那样子，只是不管，等事情自己演变，再去迁就，然后得到一个不满意的结局，再用一段时间去接受、消化和排泄。。。不能再这样了。。。

有些时候，不是只有残局需要收拾，一些搁在一旁许久的事情也不该耽搁太久。收拾好了，心情自然好起来！

爱情故事

同样是刘德华的投资，但是，很抱歉，这部实在太糟糕了。
或许我没有资格以影评的口吻说些什么，但是，我，代表身边的朋友，也身为观众，觉得这部电影实在是不-好-看。

导演曾经执导鬼片《The Maid》。当我看见这项资料时，仿佛当头棒喝，说明一切。就是引用拍鬼片的手法，融合舞台剧的剧本和不实际，来呈现一部名为《爱情故事》的爱情片。（还是我忽略了片种，其实是悬疑片？）

片子还在上映，关于剧情，我不多说，也不懂该怎么说。。。有兴趣的话，去看看新加坡的作品吧。

疯狂的石头

你可以对一块石头有多疯狂呢？
这部电影告诉你，你对石头有多疯狂都不重要；但是，你可以对电影有多疯狂就多疯狂。。。

大家都说，这是一部刘德华投资下难得的好片，又说比起装模作样的《夜宴》要好；于是，我去凑热闹了。
而事实上，这的确是一部不单只让人捧腹大笑，而且还引人省思的作品。除此之外，我想，中国同胞们会有更深的感触。

导演的手法没有很特别，就是不断写实。镜头前，大家是靓便靓，是邋遢便是邋遢，没有修饰。这点，赢了亲和力。戏里头的角色个个分明，大家都有截然不同的性格，跟时下的港剧或韩剧大为不同；还是原始的根本好。剧本简单，目标清晰，没有大费周章的镜头，却又没有不恰当的地方。好。真的好。

相信电影是下画了；不过，有机会的话，去支持国际影片吧。不是每部都是令人觉得难以了解的‘艺术片’，也有雅俗共赏的作品在等你欣赏。

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是你的部落格吐气扬眉的时候了！

关键就在这里！

祝你好运！

WANTED: National Geographic filmmakers from MALAYSIA

yes, please visit this website for details...

good luck!

devil wears prada,

so angel wears?
no idea... maybe they have some tailors from heaven...

anyway, i think the book gives you more pleasure... except for u get to see Anna's pretty face from the start till the end...

actually, someone who people consider 'no image' like me won't really understand the reason people spend so much on brands... i do agree the fact that the fashion industry is also the art industry, but i think its up to you if you want to spend so much on something u'll only appreciate when the trend is there... i'd rather go for food... at least its for my eyes to feast, and for my tummy too... that feeling of delicious is awesome!

but i think Meryl is such a superb actress. this minute she's a nasty mom in Prime; the next minute she's already the superwoman of US top magazine. *two thumbs up!

so, what do you wear?

一生中最爱

不久前是香港乐坛有校长之称，谭咏麟的演唱会。而每次播在电视的宣传歌成为了我的最爱。。。

曲：伍思凯
词：向雪怀

如果癡癡地等某日終於可等到 一生中最愛
誰介意你我這段情每每碰上了意外 不清楚未來
何曾願意 我心中所愛
每天要孤單看海

寧願一生都不說話都不想講假說話 欺騙你
留意到你我這段情你會發覺間隔著 一點點距離
無言的愛 我偏不敢說
說一句想跟你一起

OOOH… OOH…

如真 如假 如可分身飾演自己
會將心中的溫柔獻出給你 唯有的知己
如癡 如醉 還盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分離 我都想你 我真的想你

如果癡癡地等某日終於可等到 一生中最愛

"fun" fair

Happy Belated Mid Autumn!!!

no doubt, i celebrated mine by going to a fun fair located near One Utama new wing. My sister, my friends and their family went there and tried to have fun too!

so, fun fair isn't that fun after the first game, Top Gun. serious, this is the first time i visited a fun fair and i really think i must visit another one to feel the fun of the fair...

my sis, my not so crazy friend and i had dinner right before we went there. that's the first wrong step. then, we meet up with the rest. after discussion, we decided to queue for the Top Gun that will actually turn 360 degrees... and the not so crazy friend opposed for her life. however, the crazy friend and the rest (included me) thought that it'd be real fun; at last, the not so crazy friend had to follow.

i was nervous and decided to shout out my lungs. my sis also screamed like a mad girl before even the irons started to move. whereas the crazy friend was so busy teasing the not so crazy friend.

then, something happened when i was swung (correct ar?) the first time, i felt weird... then, the second one, and each one getting higher and higher... i realized... the thing that protect you that is supposed to stick to your body whenever you play roller coaster kind of thing (i don't know what u call it) was not properly installed or something because i could feel myself almost flying out from the centre part everytime it went 90 degrees and above. since then, i wasn't enjoying the game at all, instead, i was worried... not very worried, but hoping it'd end soon.

after 5 minutes or more, i was safe (of course, or else i won't be writing this...) on the ground. unfortunately, my not so crazy friend started to vomit. and up to the deadline, she vomitted 4 times, and still feel like vomitting and dizzy until now... poor thing... and her younger brother vomitted once too!

therefore, the crazy friend decided to accompany her, and we split and 'have fun'. for the sake of not letting my sis down, we went for Ferris Wheel (and the rest think that its such a girlie game and they didn't feel like joining).

when the wheel started to go round, my stomach was upset. and everytime i tried to take a deep breath to make myself feel better, i inhaled HAZE...which was, TERRIBLE. next, i got headache (yes, i think my friends know that everytime my stomach feels bad, headache comes along). my sis tried her best to ask if they could stop the wheel at the last 3 rounds... sadly, NO. what i did? i didn't throw up but swallowed the nasty feeling i had by enjoying the hazy and windy night scenery.

as soon as we got down from the wheel, we said goodbye to the rest and went to our car. after i paid for the parking ticket, i waited for the not so crazy friend because she had her shopping goodies with me. and, i VOMITted too... like a water tap... but stopped quite soon, only once (*relief). luckily, i felt so much better this morning i woke up.

well, i shouldn't have had something that my stomach doesn't really allowed like potato salad and went for such a game... or i should've went for the antenna screenings by British Council.

so, how was your Mooncake or Lantern Festival?