i had more than 8 hours sleep last night. long enough, but no good, something is missing.
breakfast was adequate, i appreciate mum's mantou.
check my short film's editing for this last time before online, i was told that the editing slot will be so much tighter 2 days later onwards. not so bad, at least, it is sponsored and i got an experienced online editor to give me favour.
back to the office. the scripts was sent for amendment, i waited since yesterday morning, nothing came in, until 3p.m. when i finally need to leave for meeting at KL area.
i took a quick check, passed urgent information to my colleague and accelerated to the maximum. i reached the location's car park on time.
i was at B3, bad cell phone reception. i got a SMS directing me to the meeting venue. i was lost. i kept looking at the SMS and wonder what went wrong. i'm still in doubt. then i called, but they couldn't find me either. so another SMS reached me, telling me to just wait somewhere as they're finishing soon. but my guess is, i was not supposed to interrupt. i was late, that's the fact.
though, knowing me, i was pissed. then i took a deep breath. i should get a place where i can sit down and work on my script as that is URGENT. so, here i am.
expecting more updates, i log on to my gmail and found an email.
'i hate myself for loving you'.
i wanted to reply.
but no. whatever i say is crap. meaningless.
then followed by a call. i don't want to put them in words as i'm still trembling.
now, my boss and colleagues are on their way to see me.
*smile*
and see what's next!
Labels: crap
到了相当年纪，有一天傍晚，我独自卧在床上，想起了一些往事。那些叫我不堪回首的往事，我希望我不会拥有。人生总会有些遗憾，那是过来人的话；但我只想无忧无虑地死去。如果能在死去前，为社会（好像太浮夸）或者身边的人做点什么好事，那就更好。
